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| Zadan is the music of Shaun C. Mackey | ||
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Seasons of Desire Recorded in Exile Studios, Chicago, Winter 1998 This demo marked the synthesis of Tetelestai, Unrest and Ebon Rain, forming the new direction that would become Zadan
~Without Thine Will (4:30) ~Seasons of Desire (14:23)
All lyrics are copy write Shaun C. Mackey.
Without Thine Will
Just as you declared All the blame falls on me The beauty within my pain Destroy me as you will
Nothing remains - Not one breath Ask me to suffer - Suffer in death Remove my soul - Crush it's very life
God after god will die Faith to faith I cannot believe Separation through my sin Destroy me if it is thine will
Nothing remains - Not one breath Ask me to suffer - Suffer in death Remove my soul - Crush it's very life Nothing remains - Not within me
Why is there no more faith? Was there love beneath this hate? The world is hard, reality cold
Seasons of Desire
I feel the words return again (never) No less a lie, than it’s always been (never) Never! I will never…
I feel the blindness in my eyes You believe nothing of what I know I call the name of this caress Beneath my coldness, I would have once seen
I see the fear that has gone numb You know this time has become soon A violation; indiscriminately Without speech the words so clear
Before the end my wish calls for nothing Contentment resolved with this [done?]; Absolutes
I forth cast this will that I’ve never known Rendezvous with desire I will never know A forced will now broken, broken with time We feel this dominion, rise again renewed
The cracks upon my skin they bleed Through each crevice it flows The flesh gives with each motion As the aged hands are engulfed An appearance as though worked Hands cracked before their time
I forth cast this peace, it has frozen strong Beneath my withering mind Now cast myself from unbelief The waters flow forth in cleansing power
Through passions I folly, in misery protected I come to face my injustice, the call unanswered stands by To die before a world, this world To reap the mind I know we all seek
A disturbance within my utter deepest The fairest kiss as death blackens me The majestic splendor, my unknowing dismissal Inside my hollow eyes, the blindness melts into emotion
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